Being awake when having your wake is quite an experience. But for someone who has gone through it countless time and retaining each moment as it persists...now that's something else. 

Elephant Memory

By the time she remembers everything, everything seizes to have any meaning.
Not pesimistic but more appreciation. 

For the seventh time, what collected consciousness are we shaping? 

听得懂，懂得听的有多少

Returning home without the boon is a roller-coaster of emotions, coming and going,
Never gone.